Small Victories are Fun!!

I have not gotten out of my pajamas all day...

I REPEAT!!

I HAVE NOT CHANGED OUT OF MY PAJAMAS ALL DAY!!!

Thus the title of small victories ;).

Yes tomorrow I have things planned and I'll put on big girl pants, but today I'm revelling in wearing comfy clothes, spending hours playing a game with my brother, and waking up at 7:30 am to have tea and muffins with my mama. 

It's moments, and days, like these that get me through the hard days. The stress. The fear of failure. 

It's the reassurance that these folks, and many others, have my back. 

No matter if I fail 100 times, they'll pick me up 101 times. 

So tomorrow I'm planning on trimming/styling my hair/maybe getting bangs. 

Kinda nervous because I don't want to lose the length I've waited almost a year for but I need a little update. 

There is also the promise of Deep Fried Oreos tomorrow as well...recipe to follow if they work...and heck how can you mess up deep fried sandwich amazing cookies??

Anywho, other than a bout of stomach flu on Saturday night, my Spring Break 2014 has been exactly what I wanted. Relaxing, family filled, and just plain chill.

Hope you all are having a great start to your week as well!!

Song I'm Loving - Ricky Ricardo - KAPTN and Hanging On - Ellie Goulding feat. Tinie Tempah (from Divergent!!)

-M.

Taking a Moment...

It's Sunday evening.

I have school work to do, meals to prep, makeup to wash off and a room to clean...

but I'm gonna sneak in this blog post first ;).

Why?

Because I've missed it!!

I've missed this personal journal, this outlet for me to express how I feel with my life. 

Psst...I know some others missed it too ;).

I just wanted to take a moment to say hi, reconnect over virtual coffee, give you an over the airwaves hug and say it's gonna be ok. 

I need to say that for me especially. 

Life has been interesting this last month. My brain feels so undecided on a lot of things but I'm rolling with it. 

I feel like since 2010 that I've been floating through my life. I've been trying different things, getting bored or anxious and needing to move on, heck I still kinda feel like that is still happening.

I don't know how to process this. All my life I've imagined that everything is gonna go smoothly all the time and the fact that it hasn't freaks me out. I'm a worrywart as it is and this 'floating' just compounds my already worrying tendencies. 

Ugh super sad blog post. 

I knew I'd have one of these sooner or later. 

Tomorrow will be better, right? :)

-M.