Taking a Moment...

It's Sunday evening.

I have school work to do, meals to prep, makeup to wash off and a room to clean...

but I'm gonna sneak in this blog post first ;).

Why?

Because I've missed it!!

I've missed this personal journal, this outlet for me to express how I feel with my life. 

Psst...I know some others missed it too ;).

I just wanted to take a moment to say hi, reconnect over virtual coffee, give you an over the airwaves hug and say it's gonna be ok. 

I need to say that for me especially. 

Life has been interesting this last month. My brain feels so undecided on a lot of things but I'm rolling with it. 

I feel like since 2010 that I've been floating through my life. I've been trying different things, getting bored or anxious and needing to move on, heck I still kinda feel like that is still happening.

I don't know how to process this. All my life I've imagined that everything is gonna go smoothly all the time and the fact that it hasn't freaks me out. I'm a worrywart as it is and this 'floating' just compounds my already worrying tendencies. 

Ugh super sad blog post. 

I knew I'd have one of these sooner or later. 

Tomorrow will be better, right? :)

-M.